You wanna know my true feeling?
Discouraged.
If only you guys could show me a little more concern, I wouldn't be like this. Sometimes I feel like my effort is something cheap and unworthy. When I saw those messages from someone I talked to only once or twice before, "Are you ok?", I felt self-pity...
Family, work, school, friends, SVC,... at one point when I do need someone to care for me by saying such simple thing like "Are you ok?", there is nobody around.
You wanna know my feeling as of now?
I don't want to talk to anyone and I just want to go to some place far far away...
Alone.